Saturday, April 16

Spring and Changes

Things seem to keep getting away from me. Even now, blogging this is keeping me from other tasks I should be accomplishing. Ces't la vie. I'll be having a friend over this evening to enjoy dinner with me and my family. We went shopping the other day for a dress to wear to her wedding! I am very excited about the event. I am even making the cake. I don't get to bake much anymore so this THRILLS me to no end!

I applied for a floor change a while back at work, it finally was implemented last week. There was alot of work related drama that led up to me deciding the change was for the best, and although that drama has died down I still think the move is necessary. It may had started with the other parties being assholes, but I think it is mostly me now. They are kind to me once more, and the drama has been dead for quite some time, but I don't think I can get over all the harsh things said and done. I still get very angry. I feel very wronged. And the most saddening part is that I don't see any resolve for these hurt feelings within myself. To keep these things from dragging up again I think this repositioning of myself is for the best. I think to myself, "Well, if they would just apologize!" but really I am sure I would not accept or believe the apology. Maybe I am the one perpetuating this hate inside me, but I'll be sure to keep myself in check. My job is full of snakes and I believe the best thing for me is to keep to myself. 

I have been cleaning out the house BIG TIME! Bags and bags of things are being removed. I never realized how much a hoard! I think it's more of a disorganized kind of thing than really being attached to these things. I hope to work on this! 

Inuyasha is on Netflix! ♥ I have been driving The Captain crazy with a marathon of corny amine goodness. He does not approve in the least. But he is VERY happy that the new Mortal Kombat comes out next week. I'm not as excited as he is, but I am curious to see how they went with this one. The last one was not that thrilling for me and I really look forward to the new Xray moves. My favourite MK character is Sindel with her evil banshee screams. I am convinced she looks a bit like a man in the new one though. Meh.

Gotta get the dinner going in the kitchen. And run some more laundry! I have been sketching up some things for side projects, nothing as of now to share since it's all just talk. I wish The Captain would let me get a scanner! It would help soooo much! His mom told him yesterday to buy me one and his reply was, "You buy her one." I don't think it's going to happen. Meh. Again.

I want this shirt. <3


  1. I love that quote on the wall. I often feel scared to 'use my voice'. That hits home for me!

  2. I always think of this quote when I get really moved or upset by something since my voice tends to do just that! I am an emotional person! And even when I try to hold it back and keep calm over things, it seems to just vibrate at the brink and push to get out!